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Yaw , creatures !
Hecker J. here . (:
This mad guy here ask me to help him change blogskin in the middle of the night !
Hellyeah , this isn't a joke . Hence , i'm here to heck his blogggggg ...
Bao , you better not delete this post uh ! Just take a good look at the time and you'll know what time i'm off to bed because of you , you ass . ;O
BAO , YOU BETTER THANK ME !
(Muahahahahaha ,)

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haven't been in the mood to blog recently... the new found love for you is getting stronger and stronger, i just can't stop thinking about you. Everytime i talk to you i feel sad that i am not with you. I wish i you were mine, but that doesn't seem possible. Haha, my dreams never come true, i wish this was all a nightmare i can wake up from and return to my peacxeful dreams. I really love you, but i don't know if i should tell you, i am really scared... well, if it's meant to be then let it shall, i will leave it to God. anyway, i love my cell so much!!! haha, outings with them are always fun and enjoyable. I always feel comfortable with my cell, i love my CELLGROUP!!! and we took stupid funny photos at macs at compass.. post pics den go sleep liao, see ya dudes!

Labels: Why do people tell you to believe in what you want to but then tell you not to believe in the one true thing you do believe in?

hey peeps, came back from chalet on friday morning.. the chalet was so much fun. although it was only 2 days and 1 night, it was really enjoyable, the small rooms bonded us close as a cell. well we had midnight games and i was smeared with toothpaste all over... YUCKS... anyway, i smelt nice though =)woke up damn early and had breakfas... we booked out of the chalet quite early then we took the monorail back to vivo. Some of us trained to dhoby ghaut to have lunch. oh ya, and i got CHEATED!!! fried rice cost me $8.90!!! DANG! anyway, went to expo at night for some bible study.. wow, pastor was damn funny, haha. cant wait or celeb weekend... talked to julia and den using laptop, going sleep now. SEE YA

Labels: a new beginning... all i need is your love

haven't posted in the past two days... The last two days have been quite awful for me, especially on friday. Taking the bloody long bus from expo to ang mo kio sucked. U called me on the phone then we talked, even though it seemed we were chatting, some part of me told me that the relationship we shared isn't the same anymore. Well, so i hanged up then the rest of the journey back to amk i was listening to music, i dont know why i kept thinking of you the whole time... today's church service sucked man, haha, thank god jin yi bring me go his sunday school class, the teacher shawn damn joker siah... went to eat prawn mee with jin yi and fren after service. Met that someone up at the bus stop. then went to expo to meet my awesome cellgroup peeps. Tommorrow got maths test, dunno how i am gonna do for it, hope i don't fail!!! gonna go sleep le, bye byes

Labels: u have pushed me to the limit till i can't take it anymore

i don't have anything much to blog about today, this morning had remedial then i went home.. bored at home, then after that go sleep and now using laptop again... and oh ya, I LOST MY IPOD!!! shit shit shit...

Labels: i have nothing to say already.. lost for words

hais, dunno wads wrong with me these few days, i totally feel as if my heart is already shattered into a million pieces with no way of putting them back in one piece, to think of it, my heart was already broken long ago.. i still think about the promise that i made to you to change, i tried so hard... Why does it seem that whenever i strive hard for something, the thing i wan drifts away slowly? i really can't take it anymore, i really tried not to think about you.. I should have stayed the way i was, maybe changing over a new leaf doesn't make life better, instead it makes things worse.. I really tried not smoking, fighting and stuffs, i did it for you, but now it seems there's no meaning in changing anymore...

Labels: i am not who i used to be but i am now who i am now... so please don't try to make me change... i won't have any regrets this time

woke up pretty early today, FUCKING TIRED siah, hais, but no choice still have go school for remedial, i didn't do my maths homework and then Mr Tan was like, 'shaun i so disappointed with you' WTH WTH WTH, it's just a few questions =.= then went for science remedial, Mr Lim super funny siol, make us laugh throughout the whole lesson. Then Ms MACNOE, call me go her staff room for some literature revision. Got home, then nothing do lols.... BORED to death siah, i went to meet my dad to take money, in the end got a bloody whole lot of lecturing. He say wad i got tattoo cannot siah, wtf la he... then want me go remove siol... SSB found out, oso wan remove!!! DIE DIE, nvm, next time go older den put again =) FINALLY after slacking at home for so long i went out meet my mum and sis for dinner, then i went to buy my bermudas.. then, went for tuition, so boring again. today was such a boring day siah, want go out oso no one pei me go out, no where go out... ANYWAY, IF GOT ANYONE WANT GO OUT PLEASE CALL ME ALONG, THANKS!!! I TOTALLY didn't think about you today, i wish i could forget you, so could you forget me, maybe i should have never met you, i still remember the feeling when i first met you. Well, the love in my heart for you is slowly fading...

Labels: Every night i talk to the stars pretending its you.. it acts just like you tho.. far away and never replying to my questions

woke up pretty early today, used laptop for awhile before leaving for school.. well remedial sucked BUT BUT BUT i got 23/24 for that idiot proof test.... after remedial waited in the canteen with kass, chant, jang, net, brendi and daniel... talked talked and FINALLY decided to go J8. so i went home change 1st den went bishan meet them.. BORING siah, should have stayed at home sleep instead. Chantelle kicked me so damn hard siah, why??? because i wanted to smoke???? lols Anyway, we stayed beside yumi yoghurt for a damn long time. we like kinda scared all the bloody customers away siah. Den went home... i felt so tired siah... I maybe going get tattoo with my dear siah!!! yay she scared pain lols =)

Labels: I tried not to think about you today but i just couldn't help it cause i love you too much

today was really such a boring day. I spent almost my almost my whole day at home doing freaking nothing. I went over to my grandma house for dinner, fell asleep there... TIRED MAN! =) well, i dunno why i keep having this kinda thoughts these days, probably i am thinking too much about you already.. I just can't accept the fact that... I really miss you so much. Well, i already chose the path i wanna take, the life i wanna lead. I still hope that someday we will be together.... Well, nothing much left to say le, sian, tml got stupid remedial...ZZZzzz

Labels: i can't help it but think of you and the past we shared

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