hais, dunno wads wrong with me these few days, i totally feel as if my heart is already shattered into a million pieces with no way of putting them back in one piece, to think of it, my heart was already broken long ago.. i still think about the promise that i made to you to change, i tried so hard... Why does it seem that whenever i strive hard for something, the thing i wan drifts away slowly? i really can't take it anymore, i really tried not to think about you.. I should have stayed the way i was, maybe changing over a new leaf doesn't make life better, instead it makes things worse.. I really tried not smoking, fighting and stuffs, i did it for you, but now it seems there's no meaning in changing anymore...

Labels: i am not who i used to be but i am now who i am now... so please don't try to make me change... i won't have any regrets this time

hais, dunno wads wrong with me these few days, i totally feel as if my heart is already shattered into a million pieces with no way of putting them back in one piece, to think of it, my heart was already broken long ago.. i still think about the promise that i made to you to change, i tried so hard... Why does it seem that whenever i strive hard for something, the thing i wan drifts away slowly? i really can't take it anymore, i really tried not to think about you.. I should have stayed the way i was, maybe changing over a new leaf doesn't make life better, instead it makes things worse.. I really tried not smoking, fighting and stuffs, i did it for you, but now it seems there's no meaning in changing anymore...

Labels: i am not who i used to be but i am now who i am now... so please don't try to make me change... i won't have any regrets this time