take this life..

walking a different path now...

2009-07-12T10:52:00.000-07:00

hey. havent been posting for a pretty long time liao, have been busy with many things. Well, so far my life is still damn boring, nothing fun to do. Haha, went church this morning, den after that went to changi to eat. oh ya, and nelson came to have lunch with us, wow, i havent seen him for a long time already. I feel realy really hopeless... why just cant there be a happy ending?? does it always have to end up like this? i really never meant for this to happen. I really wanna thank my ji cai and the rest of my brothers in cell, they have really been so much help and support, thanks man! maybe i should just forget about you and move on, i really tried very hard, maybe it's just me, the person i am? haha, well i shall leave everything to God, i will trust and put my faith in him and my brothers...

hellO...

2009-06-16T08:58:00.000-07:00

woke up at 12noon today, gabriel and valere msg me ask me go out but i was sleeping. I today very sad and happy, cause of some stuff that happened. SOMEBODY hurt my feelings then say give me bucket go cry and collect tears, and SOMEONE also laughed like some crazy thanks to some ang moh =) retarded right? aiyah, today, nothing much happened, played DOTA almost the whole day at home... BORED KILLS!!! oh ya, and i so love my cell group, can't wait for this saturday movie outing to come. talking to Julia now.... l8r shall go sleep.
(P.S. that somebody is Julia!) SSH!

2009-06-16T03:52:00.000-07:00

Yaw , creatures !
Hecker J. here . (:
This mad guy here ask me to help him change blogskin in the middle of the night !
Hellyeah , this isn't a joke . Hence , i'm here to heck his blogggggg ...
Bao , you better not delete this post uh ! Just take a good look at the time and you'll know what time i'm off to bed because of you , you ass . ;O
BAO , YOU BETTER THANK ME !
(Muahahahahaha ,)

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take all of me...

2009-06-15T11:12:00.000-07:00

haven't been in the mood to blog recently... the new found love for you is getting stronger and stronger, i just can't stop thinking about you. Everytime i talk to you i feel sad that i am not with you. I wish i you were mine, but that doesn't seem possible. Haha, my dreams never come true, i wish this was all a nightmare i can wake up from and return to my peacxeful dreams. I really love you, but i don't know if i should tell you, i am really scared... well, if it's meant to be then let it shall, i will leave it to God. anyway, i love my cell so much!!! haha, outings with them are always fun and enjoyable. I always feel comfortable with my cell, i love my CELLGROUP!!! and we took stupid funny photos at macs at compass.. post pics den go sleep liao, see ya dudes!

back...

2009-06-12T12:23:00.000-07:00

hey peeps, came back from chalet on friday morning.. the chalet was so much fun. although it was only 2 days and 1 night, it was really enjoyable, the small rooms bonded us close as a cell. well we had midnight games and i was smeared with toothpaste all over... YUCKS... anyway, i smelt nice though =)woke up damn early and had breakfas... we booked out of the chalet quite early then we took the monorail back to vivo. Some of us trained to dhoby ghaut to have lunch. oh ya, and i got CHEATED!!! fried rice cost me $8.90!!! DANG! anyway, went to expo at night for some bible study.. wow, pastor was damn funny, haha. cant wait or celeb weekend... talked to julia and den using laptop, going sleep now. SEE YA

shattered...

2009-06-07T08:52:00.000-07:00

haven't posted in the past two days... The last two days have been quite awful for me, especially on friday. Taking the bloody long bus from expo to ang mo kio sucked. U called me on the phone then we talked, even though it seemed we were chatting, some part of me told me that the relationship we shared isn't the same anymore. Well, so i hanged up then the rest of the journey back to amk i was listening to music, i dont know why i kept thinking of you the whole time... today's church service sucked man, haha, thank god jin yi bring me go his sunday school class, the teacher shawn damn joker siah... went to eat prawn mee with jin yi and fren after service. Met that someone up at the bus stop. then went to expo to meet my awesome cellgroup peeps. Tommorrow got maths test, dunno how i am gonna do for it, hope i don't fail!!! gonna go sleep le, bye byes

BORING

2009-06-04T06:43:00.000-07:00

i don't have anything much to blog about today, this morning had remedial then i went home.. bored at home, then after that go sleep and now using laptop again... and oh ya, I LOST MY IPOD!!! shit shit shit...

CAN'T SLEEP

2009-06-03T09:29:00.000-07:00

hais, dunno wads wrong with me these few days, i totally feel as if my heart is already shattered into a million pieces with no way of putting them back in one piece, to think of it, my heart was already broken long ago.. i still think about the promise that i made to you to change, i tried so hard... Why does it seem that whenever i strive hard for something, the thing i wan drifts away slowly? i really can't take it anymore, i really tried not to think about you.. I should have stayed the way i was, maybe changing over a new leaf doesn't make life better, instead it makes things worse.. I really tried not smoking, fighting and stuffs, i did it for you, but now it seems there's no meaning in changing anymore...

2009-06-03T08:32:00.000-07:00

woke up pretty early today, FUCKING TIRED siah, hais, but no choice still have go school for remedial, i didn't do my maths homework and then Mr Tan was like, 'shaun i so disappointed with you' WTH WTH WTH, it's just a few questions =.= then went for science remedial, Mr Lim super funny siol, make us laugh throughout the whole lesson. Then Ms MACNOE, call me go her staff room for some literature revision. Got home, then nothing do lols.... BORED to death siah, i went to meet my dad to take money, in the end got a bloody whole lot of lecturing. He say wad i got tattoo cannot siah, wtf la he... then want me go remove siol... SSB found out, oso wan remove!!! DIE DIE, nvm, next time go older den put again =) FINALLY after slacking at home for so long i went out meet my mum and sis for dinner, then i went to buy my bermudas.. then, went for tuition, so boring again. today was such a boring day siah, want go out oso no one pei me go out, no where go out... ANYWAY, IF GOT ANYONE WANT GO OUT PLEASE CALL ME ALONG, THANKS!!! I TOTALLY didn't think about you today, i wish i could forget you, so could you forget me, maybe i should have never met you, i still remember the feeling when i first met you. Well, the love in my heart for you is slowly fading...

2009-06-02T03:06:00.000-07:00

woke up pretty early today, used laptop for awhile before leaving for school.. well remedial sucked BUT BUT BUT i got 23/24 for that idiot proof test.... after remedial waited in the canteen with kass, chant, jang, net, brendi and daniel... talked talked and FINALLY decided to go J8. so i went home change 1st den went bishan meet them.. BORING siah, should have stayed at home sleep instead. Chantelle kicked me so damn hard siah, why??? because i wanted to smoke???? lols Anyway, we stayed beside yumi yoghurt for a damn long time. we like kinda scared all the bloody customers away siah. Den went home... i felt so tired siah... I maybe going get tattoo with my dear siah!!! yay she scared pain lols =)

2009-06-01T08:49:00.001-07:00

today was really such a boring day. I spent almost my almost my whole day at home doing freaking nothing. I went over to my grandma house for dinner, fell asleep there... TIRED MAN! =) well, i dunno why i keep having this kinda thoughts these days, probably i am thinking too much about you already.. I just can't accept the fact that... I really miss you so much. Well, i already chose the path i wanna take, the life i wanna lead. I still hope that someday we will be together.... Well, nothing much left to say le, sian, tml got stupid remedial...ZZZzzz

BORING...

2009-05-31T22:08:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 10.30... had to go for history remedial but i didnt feel like going so i PON. Went to Tan Whenn church yesterday, the service there failed man, but the people over there where nice and friendly. May consider staying put in that church (: den after service went for lunch with Jolene and Whenn.. chat, chat, chat, chat. Den after lunch went to some musuem with celine, jolene and her frens.. then went home.. the rest of the day became so damn boring..